My friendship with Him.

W here do you think i draw my strength from?

Thank you for saving my day again.


YOU ARE AMAZING!





"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
(John 14:27)



I sometimes felt I am favored, is it probably because you want other people to see it ? not for the boast but as a
LIVING witness to you.?
You do not favor me all because for the glory of my own very self but instead
you want
them to see the words that had put a stake into my heart
but actually they didn't get to the biggest artery of my soul but
instead they have pierced your heart for blasphemy and they are mocking you
and not me.
It is the human eye that decieves them.

Thank you , My God for bringing me strength when adversity came
and had given me power of silence even if i was tempted to
fight back and talk back and be like them. It was a much more easier path if i
did that.
But you have blessed me with the grace to hold on and keep
my cool til it was time to speak up.
Thank you for carrying me and putting me into your lap when
i needed so much solace
just to be able to get through the day when i come to work everyday.
Suddenly going to work seems an ordeal but every time
I am reminded of my plight...
Deep inside I knew it was worth all the pain.
I choose to the road less taken and stood up
for the moral changes and human dignity when no one cares about them
it is when I knew.
that one minute at work isn't going to be wasted for you my God.


After the speech I made, Which I totally credit to you, as the
lover of my soul, YOU have engulfed me with your love and wisdom
at that special time that i don't even remember what i said.
You took over my soul, healed my weary mind
and replaced confidence and love in my heart but
with sincere conviction to tell the truth.

The words of wisdom just flow freely because i have you in my heart
and thank you for taking care of the rest.

The success now is even sweeter.
So sweet that i felt so blessed and somehow in this puny heart of mine,
felt vindicated.
I know this is human nature , but help me grow Lord, not
to focus on my own satisfaction but instead rejoice for the
truth is out.
Please teach me to be humble again and always, inspite of the
blessing and happiness that i experience today and the past few days...

Today was just awesome where I earned respect and appreciation.
But honestly, I am grateful that
I am able to stand for you and hoping that i have please your tender heart
and what i believe was right
to glorify you in this material world when spirituality
isn't important to a society of make belief and
mortal self glorification.

I hope they have realized that NO
one is INVINCIBLE Except YOU!
no matter what names they give you
they couldn't argue that there is
really a great force out there...

That they realize that it is YOU who gives them the sun and the moon
the wind and the faith.


Without them wanting faith, then
they will never experience it. You have loved us unselfishly
that even faith has to be wanted in free will so we can
drink and absorb the power of the holy spirit.
Other than that faith
they all fall for oblivion, a loop when there is no end but
a deafening silence and desperate loneliness.

BUT your heart is just full of mercy.
I still believe that YOU always give time, and the time
is Now.
It is just a matter of choice and
breaking every inch of pride in one's body.
TO admit that WE NEED YOU!

My fellow friends will forget today and will forget about me.
BUT I wish they will never forget you and the SIGNS
that you are changing the world.

Thank you for allowing the darkness so I can appreciate the light.

Please help me Jesus to go deeper in faith and humility everyday
I WILL NEVER WANT TO GO ASTRAY EVER AGAIN.....

My heart just felt so LOVED!